Wooooo (deep breath now)

i let him read what i wrote about him. i think it satisfied my desire to tell him everything i was feelin and not have to verbally say it. We agreed b4 he read it not to talk about it. He began reading and i left the room. Maybe i was having a selfish moment. Who knows. I really am happy for him. He truly deserves it and I just need to leave it at that. Honestly, I much rather be married then single. I desire a mate but I also want the one that is completely right for me. I'll wait. I trust God. Maybe its just the fact that it's not me getting married. Oh by the way I want to talk to him now lol